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Monday, January 31, 2011

I'm back....

So tonight we go to Chili's in support of my daughter's school (10% of the bill goes to the school) as if I don't pay enough in money I now have to pay in calories, what's next ....blood.  After her attitude tonight they can have Rylie's blood.  That kid is crazy.... I love her so much and she should be glad I do because if I didn't I'd have sold her to the highest bidder by now.  Anyway she is quite the social butterfly and she had to make her rounds and say "hi" to everyone.  She is only 6 but acts just like an aspiring teenager.  She is just amazing to watch. 

I love her so much... She will never know how much she is loved.  Maybe when she has her own kids she will have a clue but not until then. 

Today was Grandparents day at her school.  I wish my mom or Scott's mom could have been there.  It breaks my heart to know that I will never see my mom and her together.  Damn Cancer.....  She was so attached to Scott's mom Sue.  We talk about her all the time.  I hope Rylie doesn't forget her but I think she is already forgetting things about her.  I get sadder thinking about how whe lost Sue from her life than I do that she will never know the love my mom would have given her.  I wish I could photoshop a picture and put the two together.  I have a picture of my niece with my mom maybe I could scan it and then take Gigi out and put Rylie in.   We'll see. 

So heres the thing...

Post numero uno!!! The maiden voyage :)

I'm sitting here at work and crap happens that I feel this knawing need to write down (vent about).  I feel the need for a blog!!  I say to myself.... self, others may find this crap just as interesting, funny or annoying, so I researched how to create a blog and here I am.  Only now I have spent so much time researching, creating the blog, not to mention doing my JOB... I have actually forgotten why I was so annoyed to begin with, see the blog has helped already.  I hope to come here and write down anything my little heart desires and just maybe someone will read it and feel better too.  Well this is the end for now.  I have so much more to post but that will have to wait till after work.