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Monday, January 31, 2011

I'm back....

So tonight we go to Chili's in support of my daughter's school (10% of the bill goes to the school) as if I don't pay enough in money I now have to pay in calories, what's next ....blood.  After her attitude tonight they can have Rylie's blood.  That kid is crazy.... I love her so much and she should be glad I do because if I didn't I'd have sold her to the highest bidder by now.  Anyway she is quite the social butterfly and she had to make her rounds and say "hi" to everyone.  She is only 6 but acts just like an aspiring teenager.  She is just amazing to watch. 

I love her so much... She will never know how much she is loved.  Maybe when she has her own kids she will have a clue but not until then. 

Today was Grandparents day at her school.  I wish my mom or Scott's mom could have been there.  It breaks my heart to know that I will never see my mom and her together.  Damn Cancer.....  She was so attached to Scott's mom Sue.  We talk about her all the time.  I hope Rylie doesn't forget her but I think she is already forgetting things about her.  I get sadder thinking about how whe lost Sue from her life than I do that she will never know the love my mom would have given her.  I wish I could photoshop a picture and put the two together.  I have a picture of my niece with my mom maybe I could scan it and then take Gigi out and put Rylie in.   We'll see. 

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